
"I guess I'm a Maritimer after all."
This was Adam's conclusion earlier today.
For him, there are few places on earth where he feels more at home than near the ocean. We just spent three days at Emery Legere Beach, a smallish quiet beach near Shediac that's just behind a long bank of grassy dunes. There are no provincially-owned amenities and there's no entrance fee. You just park along a long road lined with cottages and trailers and tents and walk towards the water, which is just past a few empty properties, grown-over with blue-green sea grass and white clusters of Queen Anne's Lace.
Exactly the kind of beach we needed. Calm water and beautiful, soft sand. And our visits were made all the more special because Adam's best friend -- one of those rare people who is funny and thoughtful and quiet and complicated and easy to be with -- was with us the entire time.
It was also the weekend of New Brunswick's annual celebration of Acadian culture. Such a fĂȘte exists? I had no idea. But there were Acadian flags flying everywhere, and again, I was reminded that these are supposed to be
my people. Yet, again I was reminded that I can't speak what should have been my native language, and so, I remain mostly on the outside.
But by the end of our time in Moncton, I'd thrown myself headlong into the Franco-Maritime culture, pausing with my book at Cafe Clementine, gaily sifting through vintage clothing and antiques on St. George Street, and eating croissants and cheese for breakfast, instead of my usual straight-laced bowl of oatmeal. Gone, for those days, was the clutching sense of anxiety that has moved into my life since migrating to Ontario. Gradually, I watched Adam become more at ease too, aided no doubt by his joy at eating a big old lobster when we went to dinner with his parents in the seriously outdated, but charming, Le Chateau a Pape.
I still don't think I'd ever 'move home,' but there's something to be said for coming back for a visit. The ease of being near my roots feels, at least for this summer, unmistakably comfortable.